Wednesday, May 18, 2011

now it's coming back at me

Hello there :D


I'm so lazy to draw these days, cause i'm just casually staring at my maths worksheets and imagining the day when i'll be able to finish it under 5 minutes
...............................
IMPOSSIBLE
now i have 6 worksheets
that i must complete ..
before next tuesday .... =___=
^ im so screwed
@#)(%*#@)(%()#@(%


that's right, i have insect repellent on, because i have mozzies under my study table..
omggm, TT
wtfwtf, i think it's permanently staying there
OMG
BUT ITS ALL GOOD
ONE MONTH OR SO LEFT :D
anyway~


psyc exam today, i did so crap, srsly....soo depressing.
but i managed to finish english arvo school ==
ish.....OMG i cant concentrate at all
and literally, cant, concentrate
nothing goes in my head
i feel like hibernating
i can actually hibernate
................I WOULD
if i didnt go to qa XD
cause i'll be so bored each day, and eating so much food from the tuckshop..


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funny how they told me not to judge
but then they became the one who were EXTREMELY judgmental...
and i thought i was the sensitive one
but i didn't even think that those people shouldn't of done that ..
or like..what ever those people did
Being familiar with those around you can really blind you
you forgive them for what ever they do
even things that disadvantages you
because you think its okay to sacrifice for them, but in reality,
they're simply taking cheap advantages of you, unknowingly.
it's a challenging time, it challenges the relationships.
which is actually quite good, it defines whether or not the relationship is valued
it could just be a relationship that is good for future social benefits.


You cant always be strong, you cant expect someone to be strong all the time.
Dont ever think about relying on someone forever, because at one point in life, you'll disappoint yourself. D:
互相體諒,為他人想,珍惜身邊有的朋友。
你做得到嗎?(別對號入座)
想想看
最近,你曾體量過任何人嗎?
你為了誰著想?
你珍惜你的朋友嗎?
如果你不害怕哪天失去你的朋友
那最好快一點離開你的朋友
簡單來說,滾.....


如果他不在了
你會寂寞,那你就錯了
難道他的存在只是來陪伴你的人嗎?
你是否有想過,他沒跟你在一起,過的可能更好?
但是你應該信任彼此之間的感情,他對你的信任...一定會比其他還來的長久。


說了這麼多,(可能一點也不多)
我沒有說我全部都做的到
但是我也沒說你都做不到
但是,這個問題一定發生過....
剛剛好,可以分出 誰 是值得交的朋友,誰 不值得你的信任。


其實,最實得交的朋友是,當你倒下的時候,會伸出雙手,保護你的。
並不是 那位,陪在你身邊,但是連一句"你還好嗎?需要我的幫忙嗎?"都沒有。
還會生你的氣。
說穿了,任何感情就是這麼脆弱
經不起考驗。真的很可惜








RANT OVER。