Thursday, June 30, 2011

#74 - nocturnal

To be honest, the holidays are going so fast !!! 1 and a bit week left to go T____T nearly half way through!!! NUUUUUUUUUUUU i want to sleep in everyday and EAT A LOT ! :D
but i need to also pack, because I'm moving houses!! :D SO EXCITED! But it's not like..REALLY FAR but it's like the neighboring suburb to where i live now. 

TEH blog title says nocturnal
so i must say something about that :L

right, 
Like some other cool people, i'm on a nocturnal schedule.
I sleep at 3am in the morning (still amateur) 
and I wake up at 11am
HOWEVER
I go back to sleep at 2pm
and wake up again at 5pm

still amateur, sorry guys, improving right at this moment :D



Monday, June 27, 2011

#73 - A Date

Today, I had the best day. Not to offend Vic, but it was enjoyable :)
8:45 I arrived at Southbank and headed straight to the riverside XD
So many things,
Lost, missed and forgotten.
Surprisingly, I started to have flashbacks D: and it was those times when I didn't take the chance, and do something. I didn't do it, because i was scared, and now I regret for doing nothing at that time. It was one of those flashbacks that make you want to cry, but once you look in the sky, and say to yourself..."HEY, IT'S NOT THAT BAD"....it does make you feel better. Despite the feeling of being stared by. LOL

I really miss those times, even though i don't look like i care, but i really do. 那時,我很幸福。I need to learn to cherish time, everything fades away, secretly...and it leaves you with pain and pieces of memory. I was alone, but i didn't feel lonely. It feels as if i was living in the flashback..(weird huh)....Sometimes its so good to feel alone, free, and away from all the noise, gossip, rumors and shit. I was left with this, empty, thing..

I smiled to pretend that i didn't care. But on the inside, it's like strangling me...this sorrow...but i was happy
SO MANY THOUGHTS MY BRAIN IS DECAYING!!!


then, as usual (jokes).
went and watch a movie
so sad, vic and I somehow didn't see each other at all, even though we were supposedly at the same place...

CBF BLOGGING TODAY :D some photos coming tmr :D

Friday, June 24, 2011

#71 - HOLIDAYS :D

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
FINALLY
the ultimate, fun, adventurous holiday has begun!!!!!



JOKES
i'm going to sleep all day and complete my maths worksheets
^not physically possible


but oh wellll

8P TETRIS :D



Saturday, June 18, 2011

#70 - Koizora





This song is currently on replay </3

WARNING:
Spoilers at the bottom of the post :) 
if yhu want to watch the drama/manga/movie yourself, then DONT read it 


Download link: CRY BYTCHES!!


アイのうた
歌:福井舞
作詞:山本加津彦
作曲:山本加津彦

優しい風が吹く いつもの道で
The gentle wind always blows on the road     
あなたに会えるとか そんなことでいい
I want to meet you, but is it okay for such a thing
小さな鼓動の揺れが 想いに重なり
There’s small heart beats and our feelings will overlap
静かに溶けるのを ただ待っている
I’m just waiting for them to dissolve quietly into each other
人はどうして 答えを求めるの?
Why do people yearn for answers?
わたしはこれで 幸せなのに 幸せなのに
I’m happy with this, happy
アイのうたが 聴こえたんだ
Can you hear the Song of Love?
それは 小さなアイが
It’s a small love
微笑むように 寄り添うような
In order to smile, it seems we’re drawn close 
優しい音がした
By your tender sound
時は流れ 夢は流れ
Time is flowing, dreams are flowing
いろんなかたち 変わっても
They change various shapes
あなたがただ ここにいれば 
Right here with you, I’m fine with only this
それだけでいい

あなたの呼ぶ声に 気づくときには
I noticed your voice was calling out to me
失した物に ただ手を伸ばすだけ
I reach my hand out to the things I lost
時はどうして 終わりを告げるの?
Why does this mark the end of time?
描いた今は 明日の空に続いているのに
But I’ll still draw the sky of tomorrow
アイのうたが 聴こえたんだ
And I’ll follow it, Can you hear the song of love?
それは 小さなアイが
It’s about a small love
一つ一つ 瞬くような
Winking one by one
愛しい音がした
To your beloved sound
時と共に あの日の星
During that time on that day with the stars
涙で流れてしまっても
My tears were flowing   
あなたがただ ここにいれば  
Right here with you,
それだけでいい
I’m fine with just this 
願いは 時に遠く
Time is a distant wish
無理に掴もうとしても
I’m probably trying to grasp unreasonably
手元をすり抜けてゆくけど
While laboring with my hands
そのまま 消えてゆくような
Like that, it’s disappearing
大きなものより
From something big
小さなアイに 気づけば
I noticed a small love
いつか時が 花を咲かし
Someday during a time when the flowers are blooming
やがて大きなアイが
Before too long, a big love is
歌うように 奏でるように
Like singing, like playing
二人を包むだろう
The two of us are wrapped together
アイのうたが 聴こえたんだ
Can you heard the song of love?
それは 小さなアイが
It’s about a small love
微笑むように 寄り添うような
Like smiling, it seems we’re close
優しい音がした
By your tender sound
時は流れ 夢は流れ
Time flows, dreams flow
いろんなかたち 変わっても
They change various shapes
あなたがただ ここにいれば 
Right here with you,
それだけでいい
I’m fine with just this
あなたがいて そばで笑う
Laughing while at your side,
それだけでいい
 I’ll be fine with just this 



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Spoilers (super simple version)

Hiro, who looks like a pimp :L goes after Mika and they eventually went out together. because of the fact that most new relationships breaks up another...it is obvious that Hiro's ex-gf gets really jealous and hates Mika to the point where she wants to destroy her. Hiro threatened her to not touch 'his girl' but that didnt stop his ex. Until the point when his ex sexually assaulted Mika, then Hiro was really serious and wanted to punch his ex. His sister stopped her from doing so. sometime around this event, Mika became pregnant with Hiro's baby...D:   they tried to ask for miko parent's forgiveness and they want to marry each other when they turn 18. Not long after, Hiro's ex came back for revenge and kicked her. And she lost the baby(it died ;_;)... sadly (VERY SADLY) hiro is diagnosed with cancer (FKKKK), and only has a few years to live. Maybe not even 20 :@  Hiro didnt tell Mika, instead, he wanted her to hate him, so he did many horrible things to hurt her and leave him. Mika tried to forget him, but because of the baby's death, she couldn't forget about their relationship. She tried to move on, after meeting Yuu, this uni man and they went out. Yuu is a really gentle, understanding person. He even stopped Mika's parents from divorcing....on chrismas eve, Mika went to the park the place where she promised hiro to pray for their baby and leave a christmas gift for her(baby). Like every year, she visited the park at midnight, and finds Hiro's friend and eventually finds out that Hiro is dying....T________T then she chose to leave Yuu... Hiro and Mika spent the rest of the time with each other, and they revisited the school and thought of the past memories...one day, when mika was away from the hospital, hiro's sister called her to go to the hospital immediately because hiro is dying. As mika was running to the hospital, mika called to hiro's phone....Through the video call, hiro's last words to Mika was.."Mika, Smile..." and the video call stopped. Hiro closed his eyes, and a drop of tear rolled down. Hiro died. (OMG T_____T) 
Mika was devastated, she loved him so much, to the point where she attempted to jump of the bridge with Hiro's diary. two doves suddenly flew up and stopped her from jumping down. Mika looked back, and saw the diary pages flipping and on every page...was Mika's name "today..mika..." "mika..." 
OKAY, this is sad, im stopping here
if i'm not making sense. It's because i'm having a mental blank....T____T sadness overflowing
DONT JUDGE ME KAY?


+ i read the manga version :)  that was the manga in the previous post (contains some..awkies part)

Thursday, June 16, 2011

#69 - that number (look left)


this manga is so sxc 
OMG ask me the name of it if u want to read
but it's not..very innocent
IT'S SAD TOO T________T


___________________________
atm, i should be studying psyc....
heh...heh....heh.... -shifty eyes-

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

#68 - did so crap this term

life is depressing D:







i need to study more, instead of eating  too much


my marks dropped sooo much
-depress moment-

OH WELL, I'LL JUST TRY HARDER NEXT TERM ~
^反省ING >___<



hope we get a better 物理 teacher
and a better 英文teacher
YES THANK GOD no more chemistry
please don't kill me, i really don't like chem :\
it is HELL arhhhhhhh

anyway~ gl for bio tmr and psyc on fri
then we're finished :D
yay, and then another week to go
sooooo happy (not for report card)!!!!!!!!!

bio study now~

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

#67 - i squished the sponge cake

as the title said 
........
i squished the sponge cake
i squished the sponge cake
i squished the sponge cake...
i squished the sponge cake....
i squished the sponge cake...
i squished the sponge cake..
i squished the sponge cake.
i squished the sponge cake.
i squished the sponge cake.....
i squished the sponge cake......
i squished the sponge cake
i squished the sponge cake......
i squished the sponge cake












but it still looks okay..... -shifty eyes-


_________________________________________


i went to kumon today
and guess what.
the place was fulled of little kids ..-_-
WTF it used to be a quiet and nice day
but NO 


so i just lied and told them i'm just getting my homework
then i escaped ..wohohoho..
and i ended up doing another worksheet in the shop
finished it in 30mins :D
 


Mando - uhh..one mark off a 69 T______T 
Chem - stuff this, wohohohoho n_____n nothing to do with me anymore~ <3


__________________________________________


and that reminded me about something depressing ;_;


goodbye



Sunday, June 12, 2011

#66 - LEARNING LUCIFER!!!!

i know i know, the song is old...
I like it.
......so stfu :D



inserts awkward perverted video below



LOL JOKES
i'm currently procrastinating and learning the tutting part in SHINee's Lucifer :)
and yes. off this video
-----------------------------------------------
I WAS SOOOO HAPPPY
just knowing the first 8 counts XD
TROLOLOLOL
and then the second eight count is just sick as
wooo >__< Y
LEARN IT :D (moving on to Hello)
kekeke.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

#65 - haircut

Haircut at 
Glams
EIGHTMILEPLAINS 
new shopping center 

if you want a haircut, please DO go there, they're very nice :)
(THEY'RE JAPANESE <3)
wash+cut = $45 
but it's worth it, 
1. wash hair
2. cut hair
3. dry hair
4. cut hair
i love the mood inside glams
i was bored though, it went for 40minutes....i was trying to recite something so it doesn't feel like i'm wasting time just sitting there :L

YAY :)
i know it might still look the same, but irl, it's thinner and lighter :)

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

#64 - D:

time to deactivate facebook
i really need a life 
and stop playing tetris D:

cause my grades are dropping...i dont think i can concentrate with games:'(
so now im going to read manga :D

i'll reactivate it in the holidays :)

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

#63 - WTF is with skype ??

I love skype
but now it keeps crashing
:\








i'm going to sleep early today :)
and my grades dropped...:'(
CAUSE I STARTED PLAYING TETRIS
GUYS, NEVER EVER EVER EVER PLAY TETRIS!!!!!
arrrrhhhhh

Monday, June 6, 2011

#63 - A Tip

ALWAYS.

finish yo fryrye
meaning friedrice noobs, a true asian cant speak engrish

Sunday, June 5, 2011

#62 - something cool :)



Yes noobs, do what the words in the image says 




trolol it doesnt work cause it saw your face 
LINK:
THEN REFRESH THE PAGE
GUYS i know its mando, but get over it, the words in it are still comprehend-able for yous 
btw, have a facebook page open before u open that link :)
no virus. kay that was ironic. lol jokes

Saturday, June 4, 2011

#62 - I had a good dream



I had a really really good dream last night :D
so happy when i woke up, even though the dream was over




now, i need to study chem, english and mando :'(

Thursday, June 2, 2011

#62 - And i still have a headach

Please ignore this post if you're currently doing IB (IB doing you) or foundation :L
i know you guys are all stressed too. Maybe not, but i am...effs
TODAY'S MATHS TEST WAS HARD!
it was not easy :\
cant wait till tomorrow's maths test(harder) = =



for all people who are complaining too much 
i have two exams(maths, chem) and one assignment(business) due tomorrow

now stop complaining D:
+ it sucks more when your head hurts so much, you're sick and you're trying to recover from a 4 hour sleep this morning
(^i just complained TT)

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

#61 - examinitis!

TROLOLOL


What do you think examinitis is?

A synaptically terminal disease caused by taking too many tests as a junior
and senior high school student.



__________________________________
i have examinitis :)
do you?


And of course, being a QA student, you must learn to do some referencing... 
Ray. derkeiler. 16 2 2006. 1 6 2011 <http://newsgroups.derkeiler.com/Archive/Alt/alt.usage.english/2006-06/msg04507.html>.
K i admt, i suck at doing referencing via mic word TT







#60 - i feel sick

i swear my brain cant function properly
i cant even open my eyes fully..==
so sleepy and dizzy...sneezing so much that my head is about to fall off TT
my whole head hurts so much
FML

going back to sleep now ==
now i have to catch up on chemistry exam , FML
and everything i missed today ..

omg and business?


 eff em ell