FUNFUNFUN

FINISH EXAMS!!!

FINALLLLY!!!!

NEED TO STUDY NOW!! FOR NEXT TERM

lololol -_-'''''

i need to try harder man

more As pl0x

hahahahahaha

ghayest thing: bio is on the same day as mando comp therefore my possiblilty of obtaining an award is down to 0. I will have to leave the competition straight after i present, and do something amazingly fun and important to me (Y). WOOT 

btw im going to sleep in on that day XD

sleep sleeeep

more energetic!

coolest thing: hmmmmm, actually finishing the tests!! makes me so happy, eventhough i had to bare with looking at my ghay scores and feeling depressed about it. SO, it is an indication that i need to work hard and contribute and listen in class MORE MORE MORE!

AND most of all, enjoy grade 10!!!!

im so lazy to even talk nows,

talking is unnecessary.

JOKES ANTISOCIAL MUCH

MY YOUTUBE FAV OF THE WEEEEEEK :D

Toddler AMAZING Choreographed Hip Hop Dance Moves - One Republic Apologize

MY HAND IS A DOLPHIN!

its sucks 
how i never get a day to feel relaxed and happy.
there HAS to be something that screwed up the day,
and yes, even on weekends.                  -m






SLQed!
It was actually quite cold today,
luckily i didnt wear t-shirt XD
so it was J+B and me.
concentrated for 2hrs trying to make notes on business
god it was so tiring :L
7pages of notes and more key terms to be recorded
I COULD NOT FIND THEM!
then i had a look at physics
and i'm pretty sure im going to fail it
there's nothing i'm so familiar with
cram it on monday night ready for tuesday
but i cant wait till friday,
so good where there's no tests and exams !! TT
ITS FRIDAYFRIDAY, gotta get down on fridayy
hahahahahahahahaha
that song's so ghay,
srsly, it doesnt even  make sense
no wonder its sung by a 13 year old girl
its annoyingly catchy though.
oh anyway, then i did some kumon
FINALLY, i actually bothered doing kumon
i couldnt find the time to do it
and right now, i'm suppose to be finishing my psychology
but i'm procrastinating again
i want to watch green hornets and black swan RIGHT NOW
SIGH, i can see the DVD smiling at me, and waving to me enthusiastically

this morning (1am) i finished watching MOTHER
its this jap drama, so sad
its like similar to ONE LITRE OF TEARS
not the plot, but the effects on people.
makes you want to cry!
especially the last few episodes
but one litre of tears is worse,
hm, but mother is sad too....when the small girl cries, it just makes you want to cry too,
she's so good at acting! like when her tears start to drop, you're starts to drop too..
unintentionally.

i swear im not watching that again,
unless if im in a bad mood..

WATCH IT BOYS AND GIRLS :)

Lets study

now everyone is mostly finished with their exams
but no, not QA, just not QA
got 4 weeks till holidays!!
HANG IN THERERERERER


soo, we've finished our physics prac~ ((yay
BUT thats not it, we have to finish the prac write up. = = +
its so weird.
pendulum formula and the variables and shxt

we got our maths exams back today,
it was 'too easy' for our grade LOL
most people got As
so, we have another maths exam on friday now..
a more difficult one.
FML
thats not fair, mr baker even said that we should email the maths department LOLOLOLL
i REALLY dont want to do another maths test
GOSH
english on thursday, mando on thursday again, and biology
....cant wait to get over those stupid subjects XD
our chem was postponed.
%)@#*)(%*#@
we were suppose to do it today, but no..
the teacher was away and the subs teacher didnt know.
now its tmr,
and i have p exam
fmlfml :D

mr olding is my examiner~
i'm going to have a cry now~
super experienced examiner~
he's in his eighties D:
i need to somehow impress him

oh i need to do my physics
maybe i'll bring my tablet to exams
and then do my prac on the car
and then do eng when i get home,
and study for bio
and a bit of mando

OMG
today's mando exam SUCKED
cause its all in simplified
mr l said he would make a traditional chinese copy of the test
NOW 1/2 of the class is disadvantaged :\
so gay, i cant even read some, they're all so random
he's like
"i said i was making a traditional chinese copy, but i FORGOT, so if you dont know how to read it, ask me"
so i asked him
and he got pissed
what a rawrtard
=_=
simplified chinese is ugly, no offence, but i can not comprehend it at all :\

atm
i am studying hardcore for my exam tmr~
trying to remember all the musical styles..and composers, analysis for pieces..

loving my sleep pattern ((sarcasm
i havnt got 7 hours of sleep each night ever since last week...
this is what pre-ib does to you
imagine the real ib
lolololol
maybe i just shouldnt procrastinate.

this is shit

[2011/3/20] 

SO PISSED AT MYSELF

......

i'm in deep shit

i don't feel like even talking much

i just want a long hug from someone

;_;

24hrs is really not enough for what i need to do..

might as well as not sleep at all and practice 2350293 times

srsly i fee like i should consider to force myself to stay awake for 24hours straight

and the medicine im taking is making everything worse

i feel tired and sick

i knows its the side effects

but i wont stop taking it

because i trust the doctor.

he prescribed me legal drug, not those stuff that can ruin someone's life,

its just difficult for your body to function the way it is suppose to be.

i can feel its affecting my brain, i cant remember things as well as i could

i have major mood swings..its so stupid...

my back is always sore and i cant even stretch properly

this is retarded :@

if i were to tell you what i am taking nearly everyday..

you would google the medicine and you will be freaked out by all those side effects and past history of patients intaking the drug

its ruining everything

i feel so shit.

I think i'm going through temporary depression

i hope not.

everyone has an expectation for me

like EVERYONE

EVERYTHING I DO

its so stressful...but i cant give up, 

because then the drug will take over my life instead ...at least for 8months 

tiring.

HAVE A CRY

already did :D

i feel shit, a lot of shit, a lot a lot a lot a lot of shit

so, this is my "life" now

I'm not complaining

.............

I'm not complainig...

i'm not complaining...

i'm not complaining....

..

I AM COMPLAINING

My LOVELY MARCH-APRIL SCHEDULE

(stalking is prohibited)

I AM MONITERING YOUR SCREEN

BEWARE! ;)

colour code:

red-assignment

pinkish red- exam

yellow - tutoring st00f

green - 'event'

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[2011/3/18] [fri]

Thank God,

It's finally friday,

i'll have more time to study now :D:D

hwk for tonight: SSP, piano

I didnt procrastinate as much

but i went on msn

i am on msn now in fact

because i need to send stuff for my friend

so we can get our assignment done

and i need to get it back again, decorated and compiled

and then

and then

log off

*W(#&%@(*#%@#

FACEBOOK !! i miss facebook

........

i need to study..hard...for...mandarin....my writing is so bad,

its like......writing...alien, cause i cant remember

and chem, i need to practice the..chemical balancing equations,

6 types, ><|||| single replacement, double replacement, combustion and shit

and how to do them

biology exam

fml~

WAIT FOR ME FACEBOOK!!

thursday night i will do you

it will be fun

XD

i feel so dead and lifeless without facebook......game.....FEEVO~

funfun i cant wait to play it XD

it will be such a joy that i might die of excitement <wtf

but no,

the end date might be postponed.

to 30th of march

:L

after psyc exam :D

and most,

but physics is just insane..

i only learnt propagation from somebody else,

and uncertainty

^actually explained in detailed and PROPERLY

so overwhelming

i need to study and do my homework now.

SSP

TT

and today, since there were b.i.o practise, so i caught the bus at like 4:40 from toowong

and you know what, 

the bus driver was like..."it takes about an hour to get to the city, so you can get off the next stop and catch a train instead if you want to"

and so, nearly everyone got off the bus

and everyone was confused.

because not much people knew where the station was

jessica and i, we just followed this couple, and the crowd

attempting to find the toowong train station

dude the train was pree fast,

but its just the walking from Central to elizabeth street is just TOO LONG

so tired after all those walking

with hundreds of people walking on edward street and stuf

everywhere in city

srsly, it was HARD to avoid people's handbags and shoulders

i swear i hate walking that far,

i'm taking the 1 hour bus next time :L

at least i can sit

^FATASS

anyway, first time train-ing in brisbane :)

i need to study.....zzzzz

zzzz

zzzzzzzzzzz

going to sleep a bit earlier today

for a brighter tomorrow!

i need to get 8and 1/2 hrs of sleep tonight!!

for the past 3-4 days, ive been only getting 5 to 6and 1/2 of sleep

withou distractions

but honestly i bet the food that is in my fridge is luring me away from my work

i get thirsty i want a drink

i feel a bit hungry i want to eat

....

imma get more sleep tonight, how about a 10 hr power sleep!!

oooo, sounds gooood :P

Be Asian

TT

that's right, i have officially banned myself from facebook and msn

AHH 1 minute has passed,

it feels pree good :]

so, lets count down....

2011/3/15 ~ 2011/3/24

9days to go!!!

1. and  why?

because i need to hardcore study like smartass asians

i've been procrastinating for the last....few weeks

and i need to GET PHYSICAL,

lol jokes, GET SMART

2. how much work do you even have?

I have, work....ahahahaha 

i know its not stressful until IB really starts

but atm, i need to be stressed, so i can get some work done,

• biology assignment due 18th march
• physics assignment due 22nd march
• english assignment on 21st march

• maths exam on 17th march
• chemistry exam on 22nd march
• mandarin exam(1) on 22nd march
• piano exam on 23rd march
• mandarin exam(2) on 24th march
• biology exam on 24th march

within two weeks from today...^

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

• PHYSICS EXAM on 5th april

                   ^leave the hardest exam to the very end.(a week after those on top)

b.t.w, wtf is uncertainty, i still dont understand how to do it  %@#%@(*#(%

it's confusing me,

HUHUHUH TT tears of depression,

LOLOLOLOLOL i cant wait till holidays ~ :D

3. you dont have a life..

OH YES I DO, i have my breakfast, lunch and dinner, and i sleeeep for 7hours!

i swear i do, not like those people who sleep for 5 hours or 3 hours,

and you know what? i found time to procrastinate even though i was under those invisible loads of work!

i only just noticed i had so much to do, like....today?

i'm so slow..

therefore, i will restrict myself from any type of socialising network and become a loner studying in the corner of  the room..

4. how are you going to study?

umm,read and copy everything? derrrrrrr. and make myself sleep talk at night .... "so....Saprotroph is an organism that lives on or in nonliving organic matter, secreting digestive enzymes into it and absorbing the products of digestion....." 

and mumble mumble....zzzzzz

sleep with my notes, shower with my notes, eat with my notes, socialize with my notes, walk with my notes and lastly.....have xxx with my notes JK.

5. .............

okay....i need to go study now.....

please Do comment
anonymously if you done have a blogger account :)
 include your name too !!  I'll have the time to reply (no facebook distractions) XD

Pray for them

Pray for those who are experiencing hardship..

God will protect you :)

[Monday]

yhus all have seen my FML SERIES?

I hate mondays :D

[Tuesday]

KUMON & PIANO

holey krap man, got some logarithms to do, they're so ghay :@

It was preetty funny at kumon..

joking around and getting side tracked every 2 minutes 

[Wednesday]

Bring it on auditions. + cross country

Went to school super duper earlier than usual, got to school at 8

and you know what?

my friend came,

So i was like...FML, awkward disabled (not a very suitable day for her to come)

Oh dayum, and cross country after lunch, it was quite boring actually, 

we ran...stairs LOL

wtf special X country :L

funny things

then afterschool we do the actual audition that we practiced since 8.

we were given two chances to do the same routine, 

YOU KNOW WHAT

i had a massive mind blank the first time,

lucky second time i remembered it all 

phew.

[Thursday]

ahh crap

today my legs hurt so much,

its so sore cause i'm a fat lazy ass that never exercises ever since my PRE ib life started.

farr out im so unfit :L

even though everyday we have to walk to school and walk back to bus stop.

wtf is this.

soo disabled TT

[Friday]

AH fxck my memory..

.......

still disabled.

PRAY FOR JAPAN

PRAY FOR OTHER SEVERAL AFFECTED COUNTRIES !!!

I LOVEE YOU ALL 

STAY SAFEE ♥

[Dedi#1] - FML SERIES

Dedi for those who can FEEEEL the shit

for those who are desperate for someone to rape their lives.

Dedi for those who are screwed for work and want someone to rape their life.

dedi for those who are pissed at people who think they're so superior.fxck your life.

dedi for those who are just generally pissed off.

D R U G

[2011.3.5] - D R U G

D ont 

R  uin

  oU r.........

G ame

^L A M E

'_'

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I remember those days when :

..nature was my best friend

..I thought the grass was better than carpet

..I thought those wallabies were approachable

...I cried because I missed my favourite anime because the rest of the family decided to KTV

... I believed that I would suicide,

...I stupidly planned how to do so, and never ended up bothering to

This isn't a very pretty post on blog,

I dont think anyone would bother reading it all :L

seriously,, HEHEHE

so i wont bother.

because after every story i've told,

I become emotional,

especially after the stories that once pissed me off, or offended me a lot... or those mistakes..

and poo

poo

poo:)

poo:D

pooXD

POO

and ..

poo :))

with poo

you lose the balance

you cant balance something without two sides

one side wont balance anything

- I miss her

and them

maybe i'm just too tired XD

i miss him too

;_;

I wish he was here with me,

but he's gone now

I CANT SEE HIM AGAIN

CRYY

chrischrischris so cute ♥

baby i lovee youuu

TETRIS !

[2011.3.3] - T E T R I S

Yhu know what,

so close to getting addicted to Tetris

Last Night,

for the first time ever since school started,

I had the time and mood to just chill out.

On a weekday.

I'm pretty sure yhus all envy my night ayeee.

That was last night.

{{Today,,}}

So glad the clouds came out, it wasn't as hot as before, THANK GOD!

I hate the mornings when the sun shone brightly..

and poor little QA kids have to walk from the BBC bus stop...

cross the road, across the park, cross the road, across the oval and climb a hill just to get to school.

And thats how I turned blacker :@

I swear, the sun at toowong really kills, it like burns through your skin as you walk in the sun.

It's not even funny anymore,

So our dailey exercise was to run from one shade to another, to school, and back to busstop.

RESULTING MUSCULAR LEGS

#!*&#%^#&*^%!

what is this?

i lost my pencil case fml

Lovely, now i have to ....find another pen.......

first lesson;

okay.i'm going to stop now

tetris.

LOL see, i even cbf finishing my blog ...

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