#86 - no motivation

#85 - so what chu crying for?

staring at cherries

procrastinated like a pro. now i have to start studying for maths! shyt. Today i wasted 4 hours of my life just sitting around and eating....FML. cause i thought i might be able to play with my cousins, but they can't play cause they were fighting for the whole week. arh eff! grr. wasted! could of stayed at home and play on my own wii and pretend im sick so i dont have to go. anyway, off homeworking.




I LOVE THE RAIN! :3

#84 - eating cake

I'm being super antisocial these days, and tbh it's not that bad. Not saying that having friends are ghay too. i've been soooo into mariokarting too XD and trying out all the ultra shortcuts. BECAUSE i go WFC now and vs all the noobs out there. LOL jokes they are not noobs. they're pree good. I swear so many ppl are trolls, 5 people chose rainbow roads and they gang up on everyone who passes a certain area :L 

and my wrist is still cracking 

WTF

Who you are

#83 - don't be a bitch

oh god he's so cute and his swag :3

he raped the microphone 

#82 - awkwardness combo

不是說重來就能重來

I. JUST. HAD. THE. WORST. DINNER. EVER. 

first of all, just an indication of where the restaurant is....it is the asian hotpot restaurant next to sushi train at warrigal shopping center. My dad and I decided not to order the hot pot section cause we want to have a quick dinner. I'm not being super picky but honesty...I stood there for 10seconds waiting for the waitress to remove 2 other spare bowls, plates and chopsticks. awkward situation no.1.

awkward situation number 2 - waiting for the food to come, and getting bored cause there's no background music..and looking around the restaurant 

awkward situation number 3 - the waitress served the dish to the wrong table =_= 

awkward situation number 4 - two other waitress and waiter came up to us to apologise and tell the waitress that she served the dish to the wrong customer.... //super awkward....esp with the pressure...of 3 ppl around you

awkward situation number 5 - the food was super salty, that i had to convey the message through to them by drinking 2 cups of water :|

awkward situation number 6 - i couldn't open the door properly and i had to squeeze through the gap to get out 

all in all, it wasn't a pleasant night. 

BUT LETS CHEER UP BY LISTENING TO A SUPER TALENTED* TAIWANESE CHICK 

fyi: i'm sorry but she's wearing pants :)  apparently she's 46kg 167cm and she studies music (obviously) in uni. *piano for 19 years, violin for14 years :O 

#81 - skipping away

R&B ♥ 

QA dance was pretty good, OMG i love lily's sexy dance ;D i swear her body was like "roll roll roll roll" hahahahaah. Totes persuading her to join bring it on next year. Thank youu soo much for those people who  organised this dance  :) Even though i cbfed going to the last dance, but i'm pretty sure last night's was the better one. After school, lily went to julie's house and melissa came to my house to get ready. i swear, our routine was like totally different, cause melissa and i just ate and took a shower. BUT julie and lily had a shower, then did their make up and julie did her hair and lily went and took selfies ;D kekekek. Then melissa and I walked to julie's house and then we left her house to go to the dance. We didn't end up getting the free food cause we only arrived after 6.  When we got in, it was kinda awkward cause the mood was kind of dead... but then everyone got really high and pumped up and it was a blast (partly cause the music was getting louder). i personally really liked the bubble machine :D only if it blew out bigger bubbles....then i could play with it hahahaha <- (immature) 

well, nearly a 2 hours after the dance, i realised that there were 3 jap people just standing their awkwardly so we went up and like attempted to talk to them and get them hyped up. And it kinda worked :3 It's so cute the way they dance and they're like so shy and stuff. 

ALL IN ALL. THE DANCE WAS FUN 

p.s. sorry i had to colour in the whole sentence green because i like food and i like green too, but i didn't have the free food so i have to colour it green to make me feel a bit better....  :(

#80 - made my day

This video made my day HAHAHAHAHAHAH
rice pudding, rice salad, rice soup, rice milk, rice banana bread...
i have to admit that this guy is speaking truth :L Even though i'm asian myself but he's just ..a freakin legend
watch these before i start to analyse these rant.

and i'm the the loner asian :L you see me, you just see me HAHAHAHAHAHA i dont hide 100 asians behind me, or i do....anyway, now i'm off to studying for business exam tmr worth 40% and trying to finish English essay :O

GUYS JUST WATCH DAVIDSOCOMEDY IF YOU WANT TO PROCRASTINATE LIKE A PRO ;D

#79 - the typical

really? Is it really that good to be good looking? I see some pretty girls who had never been loved, because guys are too scared to even approach them. They only 'admire' from the distance.

but being ugly is depressing, it's hard to love yourself :\

omg today's the visitor from UQ talked about saliva... now im so conscious of my own saliva LOL

apparently u produce 1.5 L of saliva each day? or something? I wasn't listening much.....

it's such a typical day.

there's nothing more to say :)

So I forgive you, it's time to forget you.

#78 - Oh my nuu

Checklist for today!

1. Maths: study for diagnostics and homework and attempt to do the IA
2. English: Finish half of the essay
3. Business: Start studying
4. DT : design something decent
5. Physics: Finish everything except for conclusion

not in order of preference or importance :L
hahahahahaha i spent two nights playing wii with my cousins, i totes deserve this :L I KNEW IT WAS COMING AT ME!! GLGL! Yesterday i went to ns, it was like..awks, cause the teacher looks old and wise and 'undefeatable'. He was a bit scary.......
So i started at Term1 Week 1 yr11SL and coincidentally, the topic is - "Arithmetic and Geometric Sequences!" -cheers- the exact same topic in Pre-IB HL LOLOLOL. So it was basically just review and extension to what qa is learning :L i was the loner in the corner, again. but saw some people who i thought would never go there.... and the awkwardness of being in the same classroom....



btw, i might be playing wii again tonight. super mario bros is the bomb :D

#77 - my wrist cracks

oh my goodness maths diagnostics on monday. I am going to die. But i can't resist the temptation of reading manga! Business exam on Thursday which takes up 40% of the term's mark, damn i want to get 100% but that's impossible T___T so, i have to start studying on the weekend -shiny eyes- and..what else, oh yea, english essay due on thursday too! what a co-incident ...coughcough and maths + physics IA/DCPCE due on tuesday, again, the same day =_=
but oh well~~ at least my pretty chill now, and then i'll probs get screwed over with all the stuff i havnt done in the week. :\

quitting kumon,
today, i'm going to die in ns, cause i'm going to be like the stupidest person in the class FML
it would be awkward.....hehehe -shifty eyes- hl maths! if i ever drop that subject, i'll......go to the toilet...in a less graceful manner

BOING BOING!

Do you ever do your ICAS properly?

hellllo :)
it's term three now, can't wait till weekend! I've been anticipating for the weekend much more often this year :L i wonder if it's a good thing XD
OH, im so pumped for maths (LOL JOKES...i'm going to die) hahahahhahaha................>_>
Just in case somebody bothers to read my blog, I MISS REDEEMER PEOPLE :'(
don't worry i still stalk you guys on facebook :L and trust me, it is super entertaining! Yesterday we had ICAS english, the texts were SOO boring =___=  i was like
".....urban....city.....zzzz.........cindy..?...~_~......aging?......uh........sleep?...biological !?!...wtf....okay a,b,d,c,c,d,a "
hhahahahahahaha JOKES i took an educational guess and just went for the longest answer.
NAH. i gave up :D

and tomorrow is the..mathematics competition =_=
i never bother to do comps properly, once i even drew the letter options on my eraser and just tossed it to see which one faces up. and of course, only to the ones i dont give an eff in reading.

i'm just lazy :)

#75 - gaming gaming gaming

heeellllo n____n
recently, i've been gaming all day (practically, also some homework and packing) <3
Thats righhhtt


sorry people, i'm breaking the news to you.
I play runescape
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
now im waiting forr rebecca to get online so we can go slay the dragon :D
YAY<3






MANGATIME
so now im reading a manga about this elder bro hitting on the neighbour girl :L
even though his younger bro likes her
and the elder bro succeeds cause he's old and mature, but actually, he's just playing with her
and she trusts him so much
cause he's just being a really nice, caring piece of shit (i hate those people who play around to that extent) (what extent?) (very uhh...deep expression of 'love')
the younger bro is so cute <3 and good looking~ (ofcourse  in manga only)
but at the same time, that girl needs to be more conscious of men HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
she's too gullible.... dont be gullible guys ;D even though sometimes i am too, but in other.ways
AND YES! KARMA IS NOT A BITCH

GAMEGAMEGAME
Since my cousins came, we vigorously gamed for a week!! :D
it was soo fun, since i was half grounded-ish O___O cause my parents are not in the mood in taking me anywhere, even to the bus stop T____T  anywayy

WIIII
1. wii sports resort was okay...i rate it 2/5 ...cause i dont like the sports options :L
hmm
2. TMNT was..pree ..simple i guess, it wasnt like super difficult ..
3. taiko thing game....its so cute, there's ds version too, i played the ds version on my mum's ds before :D it was fuuuuuunnnn , funny how i switch playing with either of my cousins' account, so i dont lvl up one of theirs over the other. PC FLASH VERSION
4. super mario bros :D omg we only started like..a while ago...and we're up to world 3-1 XD
but...we're kinda stuck, cause the real penguins kill us. well, them , LOL JOKES...uh its addictive tho! tonight, ....last night, we finished the world 2 first castle and boss!! yay~
we played 3p, it was funny, cause i was the yellow mushroom player, and they were like freggin jumping on my head, and the sound effects are hilarious!! hahahaha, but it gets quite annoying, cause i cant really jump, when they are on my head =_=  ahahaha in world 2 boss, the screen goes automatically, so u go along the pace, and while we're waiting for it, we decided to dance a bit (dance, press the 'down' button accordingly to the rhythm of the song playing) LOLOLOLOLOLOL it was funny, cause once, we nearly died cause we're so into the dance, and nearly going off the screen XD

^thats the easy part

5. paper mario hehe,i was super pissed, cause i started another account, and then i forgot how to find merlee or something in world 2, and then i was in her mansion for like an 1hr thinking i dont need to google it....then...i gave up and ..played....

6. mysims kingdom hahahahahahaha and build stuff, srs, that game makes ur head spin, after playing it O_O

its in 3D TT||| super mario bros is still better :D

hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha i dont want to go back to school T______T and i mean it >:D

lol random post coming through

HI MY NAME IS MAGGIE

PEOPLE CALL ME/I RESPOND TO: MAGIGIE, MUGIGIE, MAGGIEMON, MAGS, MA-JI, MA-GI, MEI(咩).

I am born in 1996 and in my final year with the IB. I am Taiwanese and I can understand English, Mandarin and Taiwanese. I’m not much of a studious person, I only ever put my all into learning things that I’m interested in. I enjoy watching television shows and eating snacks, at the same time. I tend to rant or stay silent and I don’t really like that so I’m learning.

I’m more of a comfortable>looks>others type of person… meaning that I prefer to wear my thongs over wearing heels, wear pants over a tight skirt or super short dress. Watches are also another example… I mean, you don’t need it when your stomach growls at certain times of the day.

My friends could never imagine me to act ‘kawaii’ because they see me more as the person who would say ‘ew no, the exit is that way’. I don’t like people who are fake, who purposely hide who they are, what they have done and people who live in their own fantasies and refuse to face the reality.

I LIKE TO SMUDGE REALITY IN PEOPLE’S FACES OR WAKE THEM UP WITH A BUCKET OF REALITY.

I like to game, so that makes me a hypocrite (though I don’t game to run away from the reality…more as a form of interactive entertainment).

League of Legends is the game I want to be good at and have been playing for the past few months but I haven’t played much since the 1st term break. To simply open the game client was hard enough for me when the youtube tab was always opened for me, and I can pause videos when I need to go afk (which is quite often recently). Can’t do that while playing league, or I’ll get flamed :(

I also don’t like people who refuse to listen to anything after they come to conclusions – ignorant people. On the flip side, I ADORE (lol maybe not the right word) people who are straightforward and honest but open for suggestions and ideas, NOT ‘ignorantly’ strong headed.

Tbh. Most of the time I think people are too much of a hassle in general so I spend large of amount of times looking at gifs and photos of animals #sadlife

#74 - nocturnal

To be honest, the holidays are going so fast !!! 1 and a bit week left to go T____T nearly half way through!!! NUUUUUUUUUUUU i want to sleep in everyday and EAT A LOT ! :D

but i need to also pack, because I'm moving houses!! :D SO EXCITED! But it's not like..REALLY FAR but it's like the neighboring suburb to where i live now. 

TEH blog title says nocturnal

so i must say something about that :L

right, 

Like some other cool people, i'm on a nocturnal schedule.

I sleep at 3am in the morning (still amateur) 

and I wake up at 11am

HOWEVER

I go back to sleep at 2pm

and wake up again at 5pm

still amateur, sorry guys, improving right at this moment :D

#73 - A Date

Today, I had the best day. Not to offend Vic, but it was enjoyable :)
8:45 I arrived at Southbank and headed straight to the riverside XD
So many things,
Lost, missed and forgotten.
Surprisingly, I started to have flashbacks D: and it was those times when I didn't take the chance, and do something. I didn't do it, because i was scared, and now I regret for doing nothing at that time. It was one of those flashbacks that make you want to cry, but once you look in the sky, and say to yourself..."HEY, IT'S NOT THAT BAD"....it does make you feel better. Despite the feeling of being stared by. LOL

I really miss those times, even though i don't look like i care, but i really do. 那時，我很幸福。I need to learn to cherish time, everything fades away, secretly...and it leaves you with pain and pieces of memory. I was alone, but i didn't feel lonely. It feels as if i was living in the flashback..(weird huh)....Sometimes its so good to feel alone, free, and away from all the noise, gossip, rumors and shit. I was left with this, empty, thing..

I smiled to pretend that i didn't care. But on the inside, it's like strangling me...this sorrow...but i was happy
SO MANY THOUGHTS MY BRAIN IS DECAYING!!!


then, as usual (jokes).
went and watch a movie
so sad, vic and I somehow didn't see each other at all, even though we were supposedly at the same place...

CBF BLOGGING TODAY :D some photos coming tmr :D

#71 - HOLIDAYS :D

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg

FINALLY

the ultimate, fun, adventurous holiday has begun!!!!!

JOKES

i'm going to sleep all day and complete my maths worksheets

^not physically possible

but oh wellll

8P TETRIS :D

#70 - Koizora

This song is currently on replay </3

WARNING:

Spoilers at the bottom of the post :) 

if yhu want to watch the drama/manga/movie yourself, then DONT read it 

Download link: CRY BYTCHES!!

アイのうた
歌：福井舞
作詞：山本加津彦
作曲：山本加津彦

優しい風が吹く　いつもの道で

The gentle wind always blows on the road     

あなたに会えるとか　そんなことでいい

I want to meet you, but is it okay for such a thing
小さな鼓動の揺れが　想いに重なり

There’s small heart beats and our feelings will overlap
静かに溶けるのを　ただ待っている

I’m just waiting for them to dissolve quietly into each other

人はどうして　答えを求めるの？

Why do people yearn for answers?
わたしはこれで　幸せなのに　幸せなのに

I’m happy with this, happy

アイのうたが　聴こえたんだ

Can you hear the Song of Love?
それは　小さなアイが

It’s a small love
微笑むように　寄り添うような
In order to smile, it seems we’re drawn close 

優しい音がした

By your tender sound
時は流れ　夢は流れ

Time is flowing, dreams are flowing
いろんなかたち　変わっても
They change various shapes

あなたがただ　ここにいれば　

Right here with you, I’m fine with only this
それだけでいい

あなたの呼ぶ声に　気づくときには

I noticed your voice was calling out to me
失した物に　ただ手を伸ばすだけ

I reach my hand out to the things I lost

時はどうして　終わりを告げるの？

Why does this mark the end of time?
描いた今は　明日の空に続いているのに

But I’ll still draw the sky of tomorrow

アイのうたが　聴こえたんだ

And I’ll follow it, Can you hear the song of love?
それは　小さなアイが

It’s about a small love
一つ一つ　瞬くような

Winking one by one
愛しい音がした

To your beloved sound
時と共に　あの日の星

During that time on that day with the stars
涙で流れてしまっても

My tears were flowing   
あなたがただ　ここにいれば  

Right here with you,
それだけでいい

I’m fine with just this　

願いは　時に遠く

Time is a distant wish
無理に掴もうとしても
I’m probably trying to grasp unreasonably

手元をすり抜けてゆくけど
While laboring with my hands

そのまま　消えてゆくような

Like that, it’s disappearing
大きなものより

From something big
小さなアイに　気づけば

I noticed a small love

いつか時が　花を咲かし
Someday during a time when the flowers are blooming

やがて大きなアイが

Before too long, a big love is
歌うように　奏でるように

Like singing, like playing
二人を包むだろう

The two of us are wrapped together

アイのうたが　聴こえたんだ

Can you heard the song of love?
それは　小さなアイが

It’s about a small love
微笑むように　寄り添うような

Like smiling, it seems we’re close
優しい音がした

By your tender sound
時は流れ　夢は流れ

Time flows, dreams flow
いろんなかたち　変わっても

They change various shapes
あなたがただ　ここにいれば　

Right here with you,
それだけでいい

I’m fine with just this

あなたがいて　そばで笑う

Laughing while at your side,
それだけでいい

 I’ll be fine with just this　

____________________________________________________

____________________________________________________

Spoilers (super simple version)

Hiro, who looks like a pimp :L goes after Mika and they eventually went out together. because of the fact that most new relationships breaks up another...it is obvious that Hiro's ex-gf gets really jealous and hates Mika to the point where she wants to destroy her. Hiro threatened her to not touch 'his girl' but that didnt stop his ex. Until the point when his ex sexually assaulted Mika, then Hiro was really serious and wanted to punch his ex. His sister stopped her from doing so. sometime around this event, Mika became pregnant with Hiro's baby...D:   they tried to ask for miko parent's forgiveness and they want to marry each other when they turn 18. Not long after, Hiro's ex came back for revenge and kicked her. And she lost the baby(it died ;_;)... sadly (VERY SADLY) hiro is diagnosed with cancer (FKKKK), and only has a few years to live. Maybe not even 20 :@  Hiro didnt tell Mika, instead, he wanted her to hate him, so he did many horrible things to hurt her and leave him. Mika tried to forget him, but because of the baby's death, she couldn't forget about their relationship. She tried to move on, after meeting Yuu, this uni man and they went out. Yuu is a really gentle, understanding person. He even stopped Mika's parents from divorcing....on chrismas eve, Mika went to the park the place where she promised hiro to pray for their baby and leave a christmas gift for her(baby). Like every year, she visited the park at midnight, and finds Hiro's friend and eventually finds out that Hiro is dying....T________T then she chose to leave Yuu... Hiro and Mika spent the rest of the time with each other, and they revisited the school and thought of the past memories...one day, when mika was away from the hospital, hiro's sister called her to go to the hospital immediately because hiro is dying. As mika was running to the hospital, mika called to hiro's phone....Through the video call, hiro's last words to Mika was.."Mika, Smile..." and the video call stopped. Hiro closed his eyes, and a drop of tear rolled down. Hiro died. (OMG T_____T) 
Mika was devastated, she loved him so much, to the point where she attempted to jump of the bridge with Hiro's diary. two doves suddenly flew up and stopped her from jumping down. Mika looked back, and saw the diary pages flipping and on every page...was Mika's name "today..mika..." "mika..." 
OKAY, this is sad, im stopping here
if i'm not making sense. It's because i'm having a mental blank....T____T sadness overflowing
DONT JUDGE ME KAY?


+ i read the manga version :)  that was the manga in the previous post (contains some..awkies part)

#69 - that number (look left)

this manga is so sxc 

OMG ask me the name of it if u want to read

but it's not..very innocent

IT'S SAD TOO T________T

___________________________

atm, i should be studying psyc....

heh...heh....heh.... -shifty eyes-

#68 - did so crap this term

life is depressing D:







i need to study more, instead of eating  too much


my marks dropped sooo much
-depress moment-

OH WELL, I'LL JUST TRY HARDER NEXT TERM ~
^反省ING >___<



hope we get a better 物理 teacher
and a better 英文teacher
YES THANK GOD no more chemistry
please don't kill me, i really don't like chem :\
it is HELL arhhhhhhh

anyway~ gl for bio tmr and psyc on fri
then we're finished :D
yay, and then another week to go
sooooo happy (not for report card)!!!!!!!!!

bio study now~

#67 - i squished the sponge cake

as the title said 
........
i squished the sponge cake
i squished the sponge cake
i squished the sponge cake...
i squished the sponge cake....
i squished the sponge cake...
i squished the sponge cake..
i squished the sponge cake.
i squished the sponge cake.
i squished the sponge cake.....
i squished the sponge cake......
i squished the sponge cake
i squished the sponge cake......
i squished the sponge cake












but it still looks okay..... -shifty eyes-


_________________________________________


i went to kumon today
and guess what.
the place was fulled of little kids ..-_-
WTF it used to be a quiet and nice day
but NO 


so i just lied and told them i'm just getting my homework
then i escaped ..wohohoho..
and i ended up doing another worksheet in the shop
finished it in 30mins :D
 


Mando - uhh..one mark off a 69 T______T 
Chem - stuff this, wohohohoho n_____n nothing to do with me anymore~ <3


__________________________________________


and that reminded me about something depressing ;_;


goodbye